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I don't know what exactly, but I'm just feeling so depressed today, =_=
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It's been a pretty long while since I last made a news update about myself, so...

Before I start...

For the benefit of those who don't know what I'm talking about, for the past 2.5 months I was involved with the Graduates Employability Management Scheme programme organised by Khazanah Nasional Berhad. During that period, I had to live in a dormitory in Cheras(specifically, Darul Puteri Cheras). So if any of you wondered, that was the reason why this internet addict hadn't been going online much in the past few weeks. While I was there, I had undergone modules such as Presentation Skills and Professional grooming. For a better idea on what this is about feel free to surf this webpage, http://www.mygemsportal.com.my/

On the 27th of August, I have officially finished part I of the GEMS programmes which I had briefly mentioned about in my previous post. Currently I'm in part II of the stint, which is the on-job attachment for practical training. The place I was sent to is Indah Water Konsortium in Shah Alam, and I had started there just last Tuesday on the 8th of September.

I can totally hear the echoes of 'WTF' from my university coursemates.

I am not too happy about the the attachment, seriously. I wouldn't mind if they had posted me as a regular officeboy/girl(actually I quite enjoy doing work of that nature for a bit) in an insurance/investment firm. At least that would've got my foot in the relevant industry. I don't care if I have to bear with stupid shit works(oh God puns lulzor), all I care is being exposed to the RIGHT stupid shit works. Clerical work in an medical firm is vastly different from the clerical work one gets in an engineering firm.

Time to get back to insane stone-throwing sessions...sighs.

As some of you might note my facebook status changes, it would appear that I'm currently crushing on someone. That is quite true sadly, considering that I've been waiting for weeks for this shit to blow over. Fucking bloody hormones, =_=;;

Out of randomness...



That Asian's fucking hot, I so want her body.

Feel free to take that sentence in any context you so please.

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Hey I was curious...and this work application asked for my typing speed...


58 words

Typingtest



edit ++ 3 September 2009

66 words

Typing Test



Ok this is getting ridiculously addicting...

70 words

Typingtest

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I've been feeling sorta out of it lately, so here's a little poem I made up spontaneously to relieve the tension. A painting depicting this may/may not turn up soon. It's probably full of grammatical errors but argh to hell with it...

Of Wings Tainted with Blood

Dark as night,
Black as sin,
Twisted as vines.

A swirling whirlpool of enigma within,
Of wings tainted with blood.

A pride-less lion,
Dashing across the field of fire and ice;
Crashing, desolating, and ravaging,
Quenching selfish desires of its own.

Bursting upwards,
with wings tainted with blood;
Forlorn cries dissipating through the silent sky,
Unable to remedy the anguish.

A crimson butterfly,
Scarlet hue pertaining to violence;
Still the lion strives for it,
For change is what it truly yearns for.

Thorns and rocks,
Path chosen not many can travel;
A weary step, a weakened beat,
But the storm grows stronger.

With wings tainted with blood,
I can only keep flying,
Higher and higher till the sun burns me down,
All hopes and wishes,
So many I have given up and lost,
I can only weep away my sadness,
For the path I chose not many can follow.



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OHOHOHHOO!! I did that Dante's Inferno quiz again! And boy I sure bounce around the 5th and 6th Level of hell! XDD

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Moderate

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When it comes to SMS text messages, I probably fail at it. I have this bloody tendency to type out the words in full, n0t lyk dis lyk s0 many 0ther peeps. 4 1 I m not a fan of butchering da English language unless it’s lolcat style. I can forgive myself for the occasional ‘u’s and ‘ur’, but not stuff like ‘w8’ and ‘dis’, and certainly not for 3 lines at a go.

So...the last few days hadn’t been particularly interesting. Received another rejection, didn’t feel too sad about it. Maybe the fact that I’ve been getting rejections after rejections for the last 6 months helps...There was the project management and time management module, boring stuff I have to admit. Maybe I should just ask my brother about what a Project Manager does...he is one after all. Anything else...erm...None really. I met up with my university mates last Sunday, the usual lot I hung out with when I was in Melbourne. Clearly this indicates just how anti-social I am, I always stick to the same flock of people, >.>.

The other actuaries decided to stay back for the winter, it is after all, their final year at the uni(and possibly in the country). Kinda miss winter, but oh well. Miss seeing those lot, well...some of them only...I hung out too much with those engineers...-_-;; I sorta miss drinking myself silly during alternate weekends, subjecting my liver to alcohol overload and waking up feeling  extremely refreshed(somehow) the morning after. Argh bloody, can I still remember the suits? Let’s see...Double, Straights, Full House, Straight Flush, 4 of a Kind, Royal Flush. Yea, that should be it. I remember always losing to David, I swear that guy is really something at poker...

Next week, I’m gonna bring my badminton racquets with me. I was playing ping-pong the other day with the people here and it sorta reminded me of how much I miss playing ball games. The last time I played badminton was with the wushu people, including that energizer bunny kid. I swear that kid’s on a sugar diet, at the rate she goes.

I should probably be thinking up a backup plan by now, assuming that I won’t be able to fulfil my initial ambition of being an actuary. I’m sort of confused about my exemption status, so hopefully when I get home tomorrow I’ll get it resolved. It’s just a quick bank transfer followed by an emailing of the exemption form. After that, I’ll need to figure out if I should take on CT4 for the September exams. If I’m not mistaken, it’s the Actuarial Modelling section. Crap, I hate those parts, they’re dull as heck.

A bit of a sidetrack here, I seriously should consider investing in an electrical mosquito repellent.

Hrm...my facebook list is starting to fill up with various different asian names. Sweet, now I can be absolved from all guilt charges of being a racist asian.

I'm back home now, I'm gonna knock myself out with a few shots of whiskey tonight, w00t!

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So what's interesting about me? It's a question that's worth pondering over as it's one of the many things that separates us from the next human standing in line.

I would first off say that I have a rather eccentric personality. I don't know if I scare people with my randomness, but I honestly don't care since I like expressing my happiness and various other emotions.

How do I compare myself with say, the 'me' of 5 years ago? Or perhaps even 15 years ago? The younger me would probably think I've grown up to be an idiot, whereas the 'me' of today would think the 'me' of yesterday is dull little kid.

Higurashi Rei Spoilers here which I somehow relate it to life )

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Your result for Which fantasy writer are you?...

David Eddings (b. 1931)

-3 High-Brow, 19 Violent, -11 Experimental and 7 Cynical!

Congratulations! You are Low-Brow, Violent, Traditional and Cynical! These concepts are defined below.


David Eddings is the best-selling author of several series of fantasy novels, the most famous being The Belgariad (1982-84) and The Malloreon (1988-92). These books have become almost epitomic of the kind of fantasy that is fast-paced, full of humorous dialogue and written to entertain. And entertain they do. Few other writers have Eddings' ability to create characters that not only makes the reader feel as if he or she knows them, but are also very likeable. Perhaps this is due to Eddings unusual path to writing fantasy: He had tried writing in other genres with moderate success when he discovered that fantasy, a genre he had hitherto not been interested in, sometimes sells very well, and therefore started turning an old sketch of a map into a series of books. Without an interest in experimenting with form or pushing the boundaries of the genre, Eddings created the penultimate light entertainment instead, trusting his readers to keep reading because of charming characters and exotic, though not particularly original, environments.


After the success of The Belgariad and The Malloreon, Eddings turned to writing fantasy which was, supposedly, aimed at a more adult audience. The tendency towards violence as entertainment that had been present through-out his early works grew more prominent in the series of The Elenium (1989-91)and The Tamuli (1992-94). It was also around this time that David Eddings wife, Leigh Eddings, was credited as the co-author of his books, though they admitted that she had been contributing from the very beginning.


Though Eddings isn't the most high cultured of fantasy writers, few would dispute that when it comes to charm, he has no rivals.


You are also a lot like J R R Tolkien.


If you want something more gentle, try Robert Jordan.


If you'd like a challenge, try your exact opposite, Tove Jansson.


Your score



This is how to interpret your score: Your attitudes have been measured on four different scales, called 1) High-Brow vs. Low-Brow, 2) Violent vs. Peaceful, 3) Experimental vs. Traditional and 4) Cynical vs. Romantic. Imagine that when you were born, you were in a state of innocence, a tabula rasa who would have scored zero on each scale. Since then, a number of circumstances (including genetical, cultural and environmental factors) have pushed you towards either end of these scales. If you're at 45 or -45 you would be almost entirely cynical, low-brow or whatever. The closer to zero you are, the less extreme your attitude. However, you should always be more of either (eg more romantic than cynical). Please note that even though High-Brow, Violent, Experimental and Cynical have positive numbers (1 through 45) and their opposites negative numbers (-1 through -45), this doesn't mean that either quality is better. All attitudes have their positive and negative sides, as explained below.



High-Brow vs. Low-Brow



You received -3 points, making you more Low-Brow than High-Brow. Being high-browed in this context refers to being more fascinated with the sort of art that critics and scholars tend to favour, while a typical low-brow would favour the best-selling kind. At their best, low-brows are honest enough to read what they like, regardless of what "experts" and academics say is good for them. At their worst, they are more likely to read what their neighbours like than what they would choose themselves.


Violent vs. Peaceful


You received 19 points, making you more Violent than Peaceful. Please note that violent in this context does not mean that you, personally, are prone to violence. This scale is a measurement of a) if you are tolerant to violence in fiction and b) whether you see violence as a means that can be used to achieve a good end. If you are, and you do, then you are violent as defined here. At their best, violent people are the heroes who don't hesitate to stop the villain threatening innocents by means of a good kick. At their worst, they are the villains themselves.



Experimental vs. Traditional



You received -11 points, making you more Traditional than Experimental. Your position on this scale indicates if you're more likely to seek out the new and unexpected or if you are more comfortable with the familiar, especially in regards to culture. Note that traditional as defined here does not equal conservative, in the political sense. At their best, traditional people don't change winning concepts, favouring storytelling over empty poses. At their worst, they are somewhat narrow-minded.


*yoinked from Jac's journal, 0:3 *


Cynical vs. Romantic



You received 7 points, making you more Cynical than Romantic. Your position on this scale indicates if you are more likely to be wary, suspicious and skeptical to people around you and the world at large, or if you are more likely to believe in grand schemes, happy endings and the basic goodness of humankind. It is by far the most vaguely defined scale, which is why you'll find the sentence "you are also a lot like x" above. If you feel that your position on this scale is wrong, then you are probably more like author x. At their best, cynical people are able to see through lies and spot crucial flaws in plans and schemes. At their worst, they are overly negative, bringing everybody else down.



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Cut since there's some images involved... )

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Your result for The Golden Compass Daemon Test...

Social Joker Soul

 

You an an extroverted, playful and confident sort of person. You seek out excitement, and you love to be right in the thick of things. You are enthusiastic, garrulous, and you love to attend large social gatherings. You love to laugh. If you spend too much time at home, away from friends and fun, you tend to "fade", becoming tired and a little depressed. A fun night out with your friends soon re-energizes you, though.
 

You make friends easily, and you probably jump between several groups of people. You probably have a group of friends for every need - the friends you drink with, the friends you jam with, the friends you talk with about the meaning of life... You blend in with each group of people, showing your sensitive side when you are with certain friends, and hiding it from others. You love to meet new people, and to make new friends. However, you are not a slave to popularity. You will speak your mind to defend yourself or one of your friends if necessary. You are no shrinking violet, and you are more than capable of fighting your way out of a tight corner.
 

That being said, your confidence and your enthusiasm for fun can sometimes lead to your making thoughtless comments which hurt or insult people. These people, however, are probably over-sensitive squares who don't appreciate your sense of humour. You don't have much time for people like that, anyway.
 

Your daemon's form would represent your social, playful, yet honest personality. He or she would probably urge you to create further mayhem, or would make snide comments in your ear about the people you meet on a daily basis.
 

Suggested forms:

Toucan, Crow, Macaque or Bonobo, African Wild Dog, Macaw.


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